I've attributed it to the weather, but really we don't have long stretches of bad weather or cloudy skies, so I reasoned that can't be the entire cause.
I was thinking this morning and once again remembered my ex-husband's parents both died during the month of December. I loved them dearly and they were two of the best friends I ever had. BUT
December also is the month of joyous celebrations. There's Christmas when we celebrate the birth of Jesus, and it is also the month one of my Daughters-in-law, who has been a wonderful addition to our family, was born and to top it off, it's the month she was born into our family when she married my son.
My mother passed away during the month of January that is also the month she gave birth to me and my youngest daughter gave birth to her daughter. It's also the beginning of a new year and we all look forward with hope to the coming year being better than the year before.
I'm writing this as a reminder to myself that during these months that usually bring me down I must look for the positive side of things. I don't know how well it will work, but this is me fighting for normalcy.
On another note, I promised myself that when I finished making Christmas ornaments I would clear up and organize my bead space. So much for promises. In the initial phase of clean-up, wouldn't you know, I found a large 25mm X 30mm X 2mm bead. I thought "I should bezel that using some superduo beads". Since it's flat it can be reversible and the two sides can be different. As you can see in the picture, one side seems to be fine, but the other side isn't going as I'd hoped. By the time I get it cinched in there won't be much of the bead showing, but I haven't given up yet.